Metalica

Okaay. I am now, officially, a Metalica fan. I always liked the music on movies and on SN, but now I'm a fan of the group!! wOOt!

Erm....*Shuffles feet**Blinks* Sorry, mom. :D. But they're just SO AWESOME!!

ICAN, ICAN

Here's my icon of the morning!! ;). Luv me some icons. :P. :).

I Know What You Did Last Summer

Okay. So Ruby saved Sam’s life. Huh. Yeah. WHATEVER. Dude, she totally is playing him, but I can see how he would trust her after losing everything. I mean, he still had Bobby…but that’s it. Totally it. That dude had just lost the most important person in his life and then Ruby comes along and saves him from Hell…..I’d probably be inclined to trust her too. Well, I’d at least follow her out of danger…but…you know. She is really up to no good and Sammy should know better! I don’t know what her endgame is BUT SHE’S A FRIGGIN DEMON!!!! It is not going to be a Sam-friendly endgame. IMHO.

Not only that, but I mean, come on! Seriously? She saved him from one little demon. ONE. It wasn’t a massacre or anything, but he was vulnerable and she knew it so she took that opening. Ruby takes every opening she can get in order to get closer to that younger Winchester boy. *Shakes Head*. I am starting to really feel for him. He had so few choices. Almost as many as Dean does now. They truly aren’t the same people they were. So sad.

I may cry again. *Sigh*.

Then Alastair (Love how Dean always pronounces the names. :P) has the knife so all they can rely on is Sam’s dark powers. At least, until they can get the knife back, which will be pretty much impossible if that demon is as powerful as everyone says/thinks that he is. Trouble double-time. ;). It’s coming, fellows.

“Who do I have to kill to get some French fries around here.”

“I recycle.”

Okay, so the host is dead. I don’t care. Coma patient with no spirit. Apartment empty, that helps me a lot. Whew!!! I was worried there for a really, really long time. J . I don’t trust a word that she says, so how am I to really know that the spirit was gone from the body? What if the spirit is still attached in some way that she couldn’t sense? That would make a serious difference. Still she won my vote *A liiiiitle* when she told him to sober up or else. :P. Loved that moment. ;). J .

Oh! She just went in for a kiss. I’m with Sammy. THAT WAS ANYTHING BUT OKAY! AND HE BETTER NOT DO ANYTHING! L . She better get away from my Sammy or else. Dude, stop touching him! Ruby shut the fuck up, you’re not suppose to SAM NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

(Insert: EWWWWWW factor is off the charts. Sam just “did” Ruby. Ugh. Nasty)

OMGosh, He just told Dean about it! OMGOSH! HE JUST TOLD DEAN ABOUT IT! Dean knows it. Listen to him, Sammy.

I don’t believe that she has feelings for Sam. SHE’S USING MY SAM AND SHE BETTER STOP! Aaargh.

I really don’t like her using Dean to manipulate Sam…which is what she has done since the beginning. He should have done her in right then! He let his feelings get in the way. HE KNEW she was using him. He could see it. He could hear it and still he let her live. ARRRGH. SAMMY! What is going through that noggin of yours!!???? …. Ugh. Commercials. *Rolls eyes*.

So what if he finds out later that there was someone in that body? Will THIS Sam even care anymore? I’m not so sure. Losing Dean like that really took something out of Sam and that was BEFORE he started using and honing his darkness….ugh. What a mess those Winchesters have gotten themselves into. A horrible mess that isn’t their fault…but sorta is. You know, it’s a family cycle of self-harm that they seem to just pass on to each other. One is in danger so the other moves heaven and hell to save them then THAT one is in danger so the other moves heaven and hell BACK and on and on.

The commercial is over. Go Sam! Get that Lilith! Eeew. It’s a little girl. OMGosh! It’s NOT the little girl. OoooH! Lilith isn’t there. Go Sam! Ruuuuuuuuuuuuuun. Ugh. Ruby showed up. What if she planned that. Wouldn’t put anything past that demon. DON’T SAVE HER SAMMY! And does he listen? NO. He goes right ahead and saves her, dammed it! He took their “moment” too much to heart. He got ATTACHED! Noooo, she used Dean against Sammy.

I. Don’t. Like. It.

Lol. LOVE THE housekeeper. J . Love it. ;). Ruby as the housekeeper. Lol. ;). Dean’s face afterwards. Lol. Lots of lol’s in that scene. :P. :P.

Dean’s going to apologize….lol…and he CAN’T DO IT. Lol. Love it. Tension between them better not go anywhere. ;). :D. Drama. MMMMMM.mmmmm.MMMMM..mmmm.

Have I mentioned that I hate commercials? Lol.

Okay, well, at least we’re getting more of a workable dynamic between the two boys AND Ruby. I don’t care what kind of good she might have done for Sammy, I’m never going to trust her at all ever. If Dean had come back from hell as a demon I wouldn’t trust him either, even if he still ‘remembered what it meant to be human’. Because that wouldn’t change what he had become and the same goes for Ruby … only about TEN TIMES THAT! I really don’t like her although now I’m thinking that I can stomach them working together as long as it stays only that. I’m not diggin the whole Sam sleeping with Ruby thing. Ew. Like. Nasty. That’s …. like….necrophilia. EEEEEEeeeeW. Ugh. Nasty. *Washes out brain with mouthwash*. Nasty, nasty, nasty, ugh. I don’t ever want to see a scene between those two ever again, but at least they supposedly took care of the host side of things - good thinking on the part of TPTB. Seems that is the reason they haven’t been coming out to talk about what the fans have been saying about Sammy being a rapist. At least we’ve seen that it isn’t true.

Ugh. This commercial is getting me down about the economy *again*. Will the recession ever end? Don’t answer that, it’s rhetorical. I know OF COURSE it will end. *Heavy Sigh*.

WHAT IS IT WITH MY CASTIEL AND KILLING EVERYONE. MY CASTIEL IS BETTER THAN THAT, DAGNABIT! YES,
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I think we learn what happened to Dean next week. :D :D :D :D Forget worldly woes, there are TV goodness coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright we just saw a little sneak peak of next week and I saw DEAN TEARS and the only picture of hell and him that we’ve seen to date. From NRFTW. :D :D :D :D :D All is right and good for now. I’m totally high on expectation.

WOOOOOOOOOT! :D :D

In Upset

I'm just so upset right now. I haven't been this emotionally torn since that one time I had a total breakdown and cried for hours. . .I really don't want that to be the case with this. It's just so *sad*.

I'm feeling a little more in control than I was before, but I'm still crying. Dude, Jensen, you rock!!!

He remembers EVERYTHING FROM HELL...do you know what that means? Do you have any clue? Have you SEEN Hell Raiser? I have.........and that is too horrible to even think about. I cannot even begin to describe how horrible it must've been for him! Being torn apart, literally, over and over. His body in pieces, but unable to die. Living in constant, agonizing fear and never knowing if where you were was reality or dream! The twists and turns that your tortured mind will go down! Oh, it's brutal agony to think about what he must have went through. And Sam has no idea....if he saw Hell Raiser he would've never asked to know - alright, you're right, he still would've asked. He's Sam Winchester. Man!

For Dean to go through that and then have to shoulder that pain alone FOREVER. I...m....it's...it's just...there are no words *He was RIGHT about that*....and the fact that he isn't telling Sam probably means that we'll never see it. Just like we never saw the hellhounds. To even contemplate what he went through down there tears me up.

And I don't want to hear any "it's just a tv show", because I KNOW THAT and it's still upsetting to me. I connect with my characters, you guys know that about me. When Dr. Beckett died I was in a deep depression for two weeks and almost nothing cheered me up. At least that's not the case this time. I'm just crying and shaking and sobbing and feeling so sick at the thought of what he went through. Dude, I can almost taste the plotbunny that's going to be chasing me down....

So ...sad. Kripke is genius.

Wishful Thinking

I haven't been this upset by an episode of television. EVER. In my history of watching episodes on television - it's long and it's varied, people. I'm so upset right now I'm trying to cry my heart out and gag at the same time! Not a very good feeling.

Wishful Thinking is by far the best episode of season four. I'm going to go cry my eyes out now. Scratch that, I *am* crying my eyes out. People are sleeping so I'm trying not to sob MY LITTLE HEART OUT!!! But, dudes, it's hard. That episode. *Shakes Head*. That episode just struck a chord, man. I got chills and goosebumps and everything...then the tears.

I thought this was going to be another funny, comedy episode. No dice. By far the most quotable episode since Yellow Fever and Hell House, Ghostfacers. But, man, it's just SO sad. *silent sob*.

It's hellhounds all over again. But so much worse because we're talking about something that happened to Dean that he has inside of himself...forever. To face that - those memories - down every single day. It just breaks my heart. JENSEN ACKLES THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU MADE DEAN TOO REAL!!!

I'm just really upset right now.

I cannot wait for next weeks episode. More tears on the horizon? Jared Padalecki did say there was a scene involving Dean where it brought him to tears during the filming. Can't wait. Then I'll really be experiencing some water works. *Sigh*.

TONIGHT'S SUPERNATURAL EPISODE

THE GREAT PUMPKIN SAM WINCHESTER

OMGosh! Supernatural tonight was so awesome there are just no words to describe

CASTIEL! Oh, he was just so great. :D. I mean, we got to see that he is more human than originally portrayed....and he's the nice dude that I always knew he was and *squeeeeee* they are following Dean's orders. Ruby is following Sam's orders. We really DO have a brother against brother thing going on.

Poor Sam, finding out that not all angels are light and wonder. :(. Felt sorry for him.

My two favorite lines in the show:

"I think we're going to need a bigger kiln"

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"Astronout!" lol.

If you haven't seen it, go to youtube and watch it! Or better yet, wait a few days until it comes onto the CW website. :P.

I got banned again..this time for linking to other sites. *rolls eyes* STILL I got to watch the most best episode EVER!!! :D.

Supernatural Tonight!

Tonight's episode of Supernatural promises to be beyond awesome!! Castiel is making a reappearance - finally, I missed Misha Collins! - and he brings along an angelic friend. :D. I'll post all about it once I've seen...but for now I'm working on a SN fan project! The F.P.I. AGENCY that us SN fans cooked up last night. :P.

Here's my badge. :). oOOkay, can't find my badge. I'll post it when I do find it. ;). :). Post more later...you guys have a great day!!!

Remember, Supernatural every Thursday night at Nine on the CW! Watch it 'cause it's awesome!! :D

Which Supernatural Character Are You?

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I took a quiz to see which character I am on Supernatural. :D. And I'm DEAN! :). Yeah!

BTW, Yellow Fever was beyond awesome. :D. I love Supernatural, it's only the best show ever!!! :D

This Week In Tina's World

Today has been a good day so far. I'm really looking forward to seeing Yellow Fever. Mostly because my mother is going to be here to watch it with me. YEAH!

I'm also really excited to see if my story gets accepted - I sent it into glimmer train.

I'm also really excited about the fact that we're almost THROUGH the whole election thing. I swear, I'll be so relieved when we finally have Obama in the white house. *Happy Smile*. Then I won't have to worry about America making the wrong choice....because it will have already been made and over with. ;). I can't wait!!

Other than that. Nothing going on here. I'm bored. I hate not working. I hate being bored. I liked talking with my Mel. *Hugs* Mel!!!! :D You're the bestest BFF E-V-E-R!!!! I cannot wait until we're living together and watching TV after work ALL THE TIME!!!.....Except when we're out doing fun stuff together. :P.

You all have the most awesome day ever!! You know, I've noticed lately that I use the word "awesome" all the time. I need to do something about that. lol.

Added another story on Supernaturalville.net ;). Love that site! Read the GREATEST, SADDEST, most TOTALLY DEANIST fic ever last night. *Bittersweet Sigh*. :D.

Have a great one, ya-all. Post more later! ;).

Today is GOOD.

I'm really excited about today. It's a good day and almost the beginning of a new week. ;). I am optimistic that I will find a job this week. :D. Because if I don't I'll be out of funding. lol. ;). Better to get optimistic insteado of down, right?

I've been enjoying a LOT of music the last day. Jars of Clay, Rush Of Fools, Nickelback, Styx, Flyleaf, Pink, Josh Groban *Had to listen to him, of course!!*, Metallica and other people. lol. ;). Oh. Rzeznick. Great voice! Love: I'm Still Here!! :D Great song. :). Oh. Barenaked Ladies, Goo goo Dolls and Scorpion were also listened to. Basically, I went on a music/listening/watching binge. lol. :D. It was great!

Renegade by Styx...Mr. Roboto by Styx! :). Figure You Out by Nickelback. WONDERFUL!

Other than that. Well, Nat-han came over this morning. YEAH! :D :D :D. He's sleeping in the living room right now. ;). Poor dude had a really, really, really long day yesterday.

I'm STILL waiting for my bus ticket refund and it's been almost two weeks. If I don't get that money soon, I just might start to worry. But I'll give it a few more days. lol. ;).

I'm going to go play on my keyboard and then write some more song lyrics. :). I LOVE writing song lyrics. :). Have you checked out Seasoned Simile Axiom yet? I added about four posts over there. lol. ;).

Later, dudes. :D. Have a good one!!

Jensen Ackles or Jared Padalecki

Okay, I couldn't nod off for the night without uploading some of my J2 arsenal. ;). Beware SN fans. or SPN fans. *Shrugs* Whatever floats your boat. ;). Here's some eye candy I found earlier. Enjoy!

For you not-yet-fans out there. Ummm, enjoy at own risk. Conversion into SN fandom is always a possibility. ;).

Night all!!