Thursday, November 6, 2008

Wishful Thinking

I haven't been this upset by an episode of television. EVER. In my history of watching episodes on television - it's long and it's varied, people. I'm so upset right now I'm trying to cry my heart out and gag at the same time! Not a very good feeling.

Wishful Thinking is by far the best episode of season four. I'm going to go cry my eyes out now. Scratch that, I *am* crying my eyes out. People are sleeping so I'm trying not to sob MY LITTLE HEART OUT!!! But, dudes, it's hard. That episode. *Shakes Head*. That episode just struck a chord, man. I got chills and goosebumps and everything...then the tears.

I thought this was going to be another funny, comedy episode. No dice. By far the most quotable episode since Yellow Fever and Hell House, Ghostfacers. But, man, it's just SO sad. *silent sob*.

It's hellhounds all over again. But so much worse because we're talking about something that happened to Dean that he has inside of himself...forever. To face that - those memories - down every single day. It just breaks my heart. JENSEN ACKLES THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! YOU MADE DEAN TOO REAL!!!

I'm just really upset right now.

I cannot wait for next weeks episode. More tears on the horizon? Jared Padalecki did say there was a scene involving Dean where it brought him to tears during the filming. Can't wait. Then I'll really be experiencing some water works. *Sigh*.