Sunday, August 31, 2008

I'm at a crossroads of sorts (Back road, not major highway.). There is a job position at my work ... a receptionist job opening and my grandparents are pressuring me to apply. I'm going to be looking for like jobs anyway........... ....... ....

I'm filled with hesitancy and indecision about it though. I'm so unsure about things at the moment (And the day started out with SUCH promise. *Sigh*).

I'm scared of making the wrong decision AGAIN. Every time I take a job against my gut instinct, I end up having trouble. So, I'm stuck with trying to decide if I should WAIT for another good job or if I should just apply for the receptionist thing. It's different than anything I've done in the past and it's a LOT more interactive. Huh. You all know how much I loooooooove *Buckets Of Sarcasm* dealing with people.

I'm scared of being unemployed and I'm scared of taking this job that I know nothing about......Great. Anxiety attack looms...over me. *Shakes Head*.

I don't want to let my grandparents down or get them mad at me if I choose to wait for a different job - because I DO value their input. But at the same time I don't want to get depressed by a job that I cannot stand. (*Got a little TOO depressed a little bit ago and that was NOT GOOD.). Me and dark/sad/emo thoughts don't mix well...and they're far too easy in coming.

Anywhoo, I'll keep you posted on how things turn out...but pray for me if you're religious. ;). I need the help.

Hope you all had a good one. I got a lot of shopping done. Over a hundred in clothes alone. ;). Good stuff! :D. Now I'm really going to need that paycheck. lol.

Anywhoo. Later, friends!!! Have a good one. ;).


TLC's said...

Thanks for the inside view. I feel like I'm THERE! I always love the feeling of being in that home. Well, now that you got the job problem figured out I hope you have a wonderful Week! Good Luck on your next job! I hope it comes soon and that it suits you well and fits your style so it isn't so painful. Take Care & God Bless!
Luv & Prayers,
~ ME ~