Angst over. Job problemo solved..o. ;).

Here's the clothes that I bought!! :D.

I'm at a crossroads of sorts (Back road, not major highway.). There is a job position at my work ... a receptionist job opening and my grandparents are pressuring me to apply. I'm going to be looking for like jobs anyway........... ....... ....

I'm filled with hesitancy and indecision about it though. I'm so unsure about things at the moment (And the day started out with SUCH promise. *Sigh*).

I'm scared of making the wrong decision AGAIN. Every time I take a job against my gut instinct, I end up having trouble. So, I'm stuck with trying to decide if I should WAIT for another good job or if I should just apply for the receptionist thing. It's different than anything I've done in the past and it's a LOT more interactive. Huh. You all know how much I loooooooove *Buckets Of Sarcasm* dealing with people.

I'm scared of being unemployed and I'm scared of taking this job that I know nothing about......Great. Anxiety attack looms...over me. *Shakes Head*.

I don't want to let my grandparents down or get them mad at me if I choose to wait for a different job - because I DO value their input. But at the same time I don't want to get depressed by a job that I cannot stand. (*Got a little TOO depressed a little bit ago and that was NOT GOOD.). Me and dark/sad/emo thoughts don't mix well...and they're far too easy in coming.

Anywhoo, I'll keep you posted on how things turn out...but pray for me if you're religious. ;). I need the help.

Hope you all had a good one. I got a lot of shopping done. Over a hundred in clothes alone. ;). Good stuff! :D. Now I'm really going to need that paycheck. lol.

Anywhoo. Later, friends!!! Have a good one. ;).

Today I'm going to Sandpoint with Grammie and Grampa. :). I'm still hoping to catch a movie with Nat-han, but that depends a lot on him. ;).

I've got a list of things that I need to get from WalMart. Ummmm. Jeans. ... . .. . .Jeans.. . .. . JEANS! lol.

I hope that you all have a great day! Since I'll be in town for most of it I probably won't get much posting done. ;). OOOOOH! I ended up getting Matt-hew THIS shirt and THIS picture for his birthday instead of the other. :D. Change of Plans.

Hey. :). Today went good...long, but good. I have the next two days off from work so I'm thinking that I'll try and drag Nat-han to a movie or something. I'm also going to work on some more artwork...erm. :). So I can post it up on Seasoned Simile Axiom. :D.

I have to go into town to bring back my Angel season that I rented. :(. NOT done with it! Hmph. *Pouts*. *Grin*. I can rent it AGAIN! Aha! :D!

I hope that you all are having a great day/week. ;). I'm sending out happy thoughts to all you friends. :). Other than that...nothing much going on.

Today's A Good Day

I just wanted to say that today was a really good day to be me. It's not always easy to be able to honestly say that....but today I can. With a giant grin! :D.

I just watched two of the most AWEsome figure skating programs. A while ago I exchanged my Kerr allegiance for the Virtue, Moir pair, but I'm re-claiming my initial loyalty to the Kerr siblings. They are so awesome! They have downloads of all their programs on their official website (Google, if you're interested).

I also thought of some more music that I like. Meant To Live by Switchfoot...pretty much ANYTHING by LeAnn Rimes. ;). and maybe a little Simple Plan. Gotta give those guys props for being such cool live performers. ;).

Well, I'm tired and in pain so I'll leave you for now and post more tomorrow. :). I have to work tomorrow and then my two days off! w00t! :). :D. *Hugs* to my friends. ;). Later, fellas. :).

Natasha Bedingfield

Since I am already on teh broad subject of great singers. ;). Here is another of my fav.'s. Natasha Bedingfield.

I also really, really like Jennifer Paige.

Yeah. Okay. You know it. Josh Groban. *Rolls Eyes* I bet EVERYONE saw that one coming. lol. I've loved his music since I heard his first song.

Let's see...Hmmm. Who else do I really, really like? Uh. Disturbed, obviously. Um. But that's a group and I'm going for individual artists so that doesn't count.

Nathan.

Yeah. Short list. ;). lol. Most of mine fav.'s are groups! lol. I like that girl that sings Bubbly. C.C. something. Okay, the random/post is now over. lol. :) Peace. Out.

What's Left Of Me: Nick Lachey

What's Left Of Me by Nick Lachey is one of my alltime favorite songs...ever.

I was at the store yesterday with my Grammie picking up groceries and stuff and they were playing that song in the store. I LOVE that song, but I had no idea what it was called or who it was by so I went on a ...Crusade...Quest......Search? Whatever, point is I spent a bit of time trying to find it and I was victorious! Haha! :D.

I found several really good music vids using the song. There's a SUPER-great one that's a Daniel/Janet shipper vid and WOW the editing is great! Unfortunately, I can't post it on here....so, here's a kingdom hearts one. :). I love KH. :). Incase all those other vid posts didn't convince you already. lol. Now you've got my personal confession.

Work was okay today. I'm exhausted. Think I'll go to bed early today. ;).

Okay, my computer is NOT letting me post the vid to this page...sooooo, here's a link if you want to listen to THE BEST SONG EVER! :). Or you can just youtube the name and title to find a vid of your specific fandom. :). ;). Whichever. :).